Six months!

Hey poppy! It’s June 1st! I know and in six months will be December! I realized today that this timeframe is hard for me! One I realized, what could I have done differently six years ago in in that six months timeframe!! If I know now what I knew then! How would I have been!! More loving! Less work focused! More in tune to you and finding ways to be better happier less stressed more devoted!! So, many things running through my head my heart 💔 my thoughts!!

Oh how I wish it could be a different day! But alas , it’s not, and thus why the next six months are tough for me!! Realizing I should have been more in tune with your health! More focused on you than other bull shit!! For this I am truly sorry 😞!! I digress! I love you 💕 today and always with all my heart 💔 of hearts! 💞 please 🙏🏼 forgive my selfish actions!! Six months of suffering and wondering what if!! Panda! 🐼