Broken hearts!

Hey poppy! Just laying here thinking about you and my life! What a tough days it’s been!

It’s hard being a widow, cause you don’t have many friends! Every one is married and it’s hard to do things !! So! Most days I just sit in my! Work and clean and more work!!

It’s hard to trust people since all the bull shit went down from you know where! I what hurt bad today! And just cried all day. I was able to find some relief and comfort from a few lady friends who were empathetic to my pain!

I know you told me to check myself and watch my back and be careful of the devil in sheep’s clothing!! Got majorly burned again! It’s been a tough rough day!!

I miss you so much!! I feel alone! Lonely 😞 lost and just plain tired of being alone and lonely!!

I don’t leave my house but 2 days a week!! To hard to see happy people!! I don’t know 🤷‍♀️ how much longer I can do this!!

I cry daily!! I wish I could hear your voice see your smile listen to you sing 🎤 me a song!! Dance with me!! Damn it!! It’s been five years and still feels like yesterday!!

No one really understands my pain my broken heart 💔!!

Love ❤️ you in heaven!! Pandies !