Birthday 🎂

Hello!! It's been a while since I've been here writing. Not sure where to begin, or continue from where we departed! My birthday 🎂 is coming in a week!! Oh wow 😮 I am turning 65! Oh what blessing it is to be turning this fabulous number ! Life has not always been easy, yet life has taken me down various paths!

Thru marriage and children, divorce and learning how to navigate 🧭! Then married to a man who taught me how a man treats his wife! To going thru loss of 20 years! Oh the tears come and go! Sometimes to hard to turn off the faucet!!

The last few weeks have been tough! Navigation of feeling's!! Trying to be happy 😊 yet fighting back tears! Remembering the day you went to heaven!! It feels like yesterday!! Oh my oh my how I wish you were here to celebrate 🎉 birthdays 🎂 with me!! I know I know Poppy you are in my heart ❤️ and soul!! But oh how I miss hugging you kissing you smelling you!! I spray your cologne but is not the same!! Damn! Damn! Why oh why! Poppy give me grace! Give me love!

The day is coming! My heart ♥️ will be filled! My heart ♥️ wiil be sad!! I will smile 😊 laugh and remember the last birthday 🎂 we celebrated together!! Oh I love 💕 love 💕 love 💕 you so!!

Till next time!

cher-