As I lay here winding down, I have many thoughts swirling around in my head!! There will always be the one that says why? I know what ๐ฎ you are asking ๐ค why whatโ- why Paco, why on Christmas ๐ morning, what was God thinking ๐ญ on this day? Did Paco know, it was his last day on earth ๐?? These questions will never be answered. Other thoughts ๐ญ, am I strong enough to move on, face life head on, take the bull by the horn so to speak? I know you are wondering is she? The answer is yes!! I have found a new home, moving next week, starting fresh, and keeping his memories alive!! He is with me in this journey guiding me, watching over me, saying yes you can Mommy!!! You are strong, fierce and full of life!! I will survive and be strong, and move forward with all life has to offer, till God calls me home! I am thankful for every single day that I have. My wish for those reading-stop smell the roses hug ๐ค your family, eat dinner ๐ฅ together laugh ๐คญ at the spill milk ๐ฅ because one day it will be gone in a blink of an eye ๐!!! I know this for a fact!! God speed,
Chery-
Thank you ๐