Today, as I lay here pondering what makes this day different than the other days? I remember the love I had with Paco, and the memories we shared!! I also must place value on my inner self and know, he stands by me everyday offering me strength in my heart and soul!! I am stronger but at the same time still working thru my loss. I know this month is my birthday, and yes, my first birthday without Paco!! So! I am going to ensure my day is filled with lots of happy memories of us!! Thank you to all who follow me, ready my post and offer me support!!! I would be lost without you all!! God Speed!!