These are just a few pictures....from last year....to show you, I am not perfect....yet...not afraid to be me.....and to let the world know...this is me....you either love me, dislike me, or just plan say....go on girl! Badass Bitch! Go me, go me, go me!
How many try to live his/her life in perfection? How many go with the flow of life changes, and life is not perfect? For those trying to live the perfect life, it is hard, and challenging everyday, because life is not perfect, there is no such thing as a perfect life, on the flip side, we can all strive for perfection-with our actions, our words, our love, our friendship, and even when we are angry at a situation to which we had no control. I know right, how can she say that. WELL....(it's deep).....when a loved passes, or treats you like you don't matter, or you are not important....how we react...gives that person control over our emotions.....I know stop and really think about that?
If you keep living in the past....myself included...you are going to miss out on the best things that maybe in store for you in the future......I hear you all saying "WHAT has happened to Cheryl" I know....my brain...was so foggy this morning...and my body is full of aches and pains....yet....I have such clarity.....how can that be. I believe in the power of love , love can be felt in close proximity or from a distance, Love has its own power that is why it is called the power of love, love from friends, love from family and love comes from believing in ME! I know right! WHAT......I get it.....WOW! As Poppy would say...." Mom you cooking with crisco this morning, and wave his hands over my head to clear out the smoke"!!! It was darn cute....when my brain fog would lift and clarity would shine thru!
The sky is grey and doomy gloomy , however, my house is filled with rays of sunshine and hope for this new year.....it's not about making resolutions....but about making changings....in the way one thinks, one acts, and how we adhere to adversity.....I am not saying....to stop loving those, who are not in your lifes at the present....for me, I am always going to love Paco, he was my main squeeze for 20 years....but, I am saying....maybe this my year to find peace with him being in heaven....Christmas morning will never be the same for me....yet, I believe it can be different.....January.....will never be the same starting out a new year....without him...yet.....it is a new year...a new beginning...a new life chapter...and thus I must push forward and find....ME! Life is about ME....my new beginning, my new chapter....my new whatever comes my WAY!
When our life changes....we are all a new baby....learning to grow, and change with the change...and like with babies learning to walk, crawl and move....we are relearning to put one foot in front of the other....and taking baby steps....with the newness of what is going on in our LIVES at that moment! So, don't be afraid to take the first step into the UNKNOWN....you never know what you might find.....and enjoy!
YOU are the most BEAUTIFUL PERSON IN THE WORLD.......LET YOUR GLOW SHINE....YOU ARE STUNNINGLY BEAUTIFUL, GORGEOUS, STRONG, COURAGEOUS, AND MOST OF ALL....YOU ARE NOT AFRAID! GO fight the Dragon......the naysayers....the disbelievers....you are the WARRIOR!
till next time!
PS. I love you, and you, and you....but most of all I love me! Goodbye, Adios, New language- do you know this language! La revedere