Loneliness!!

I am sitting here in my car crying! Why you ask! Well, I realized today, just how alone I am. Very sick today…had to function to care for myself and my kitties!! Why!! No one was here for me in my worst hours!! Yes, text messages …but physically here! Like my sweet departed Paco !! My sweet love! Damn it poppy why did you have to leave me!! Alone!! Fighting for my life!! Yes! It is a fight every day! The demons if loneliness are hard to keep at bay!! Missing you 😔!! Love you pandies!! This is me true blue real!!

till next time! cher-