Christmas morning 12/25/21

Hey Poppy!! It’s Christmas morning…no, I did not watch Christmas movies…last night…but I did order pizza…I know we usually eat Frijoles, Carnitas, guacamole!! This year, just me Poppy…very different. I know, maybe I will make it next weekend…not sure.

I know you want me to stay strong…& I promised you, but damn Poppy it’s hard…I have some good days…yes, I know…I sing 🎤 and dance…yes…our special song…I know you listen to me sing in Spanish…and you smile 😊 so big…I miss you terribly every day…yes..I know you told me…still does not dull the pain in my heart 💜… or my soul!!

Papa Bear, is still fussy 😩 with his food…his eye has been runny…he plays with his sister Midnight Ryder…she is a year old now…fat sassy 💁‍♀️ like her mama!!! They both sleep in the bed…lol 🤭😏 no room in the inn for me!!

I sure hope you are soaring with eagles 🦅 high…and enjoying your heavenly family…tu, mama, hija, Papá, abuelo, Terry…y niñita , y más!! Edwin is doing great…has three daughters…I met Patty!! Yes…she came to visit…stop…you know she still loves you…lol !! Your secret 🤫 admirer!!

Well, Poppy…my tears have slowed.. yet..my heart ♥️ aches. I love 💕 you always and forever… Sending you one big kiss 💋!! One big hug 🤗!!

love you poppy….pandies!!