Christmas Countdown Dec 16, 2021














Good morning fellow readers! Well......(its deep) inside joke.....anyways. I chose this picture today....as this was the last time Paco decorated my office door 2019, how fitting. The ice skates, the icicle lights.....this was probably the same week as this or the week prior.....not sure 100%.....as I stated yesterday....the day started out good...then turned to mush....in the drop of the hat.....I know you are wondering....will this day be like that....I cannot say at this moment in time.....yet will keep you posted.....Let's just say.....I am praying for a good day.


I got up....and did not feel like making my bed......"Said I don't care-------wait for it.....I know you are like what, what, what did she say"> LOL......I then changed my mind.....and said....you do care.....this is your life now....make the damn bed.....clean the damn house....and feed the kitties.....LOL......as they sat patiently waiting for snack and food....Midnight Ryder....sits on her barstool and pops her head up....and says....Mom where is my snack....I put some down for her and she puts her paw up and moves one at time and drops it to her chair and eats.....she is freaking cute....Papa bear never jumped on the counter....but he is like....doing that now as well....sitting in his chair waiting for his snack. Most times he sits on the floor like the lion king...and purrs....like hurry the hell up Mom......don't you know I am starving.....LOL!


Don't you just love the stories about the fur babies......I know right it does take my mind of my worries....and troubles....I might be facing throughout the day.....sometimes....they can be just like babies....and sit on the desk....move my hand when I am trying to type....and do other work....cause they need lovin! Most especially Papa Bear....I do believe he senses this is not a good week....as he has been beside me every day 24/7.....and even sleeping in the bed right beside me.....giving me paw hugs on my face....and wet nose kisses.....and Midnight will jump on me when I am on the couch.....giving me boobie massages. LOL....and facial rubs....and trying to put her body under my neck.....like when she was a kitten....So, so, funny! But....I love them.....they are keeping me moving....and pushing forward.....


Each of you are also facing some kind of change/challenge....remember....change is a part of life....and we must embrace this change....to move forward....and find hope, happiness, peace, joy...and/or whatever YOU might be seeking during this holiday time.....I am thinking about taking down my TREE this weekend.....yet....again...to face the D-DAY.....I may still leave up....not sure yet.....I know. right my right to chose (up or down)....the days are getting shorter.....but the hours are longer....and with each passing day.....it will be upon me.....I will survive....I know I will...I am strong....I am beautiful.....I am courageous.....I believe......and I am a fighter......all these words come from various songs.....I listen to throughout the day.


Each of you plays an intricate part in my life....whether you know it or. not...and I thank you, all for being there for me....being supportive during this time of loss....and allowing me to find my way....at my own pace, speed.....and endurance. For this I am grateful.


I love you all......till next time!


cher-


PS.....Merry Christmas!!! Feliz Navidad! Unlike the rest of the world....I will always say Merry Christmas.....

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