Christmas Countdown Dec 12, 2021





















Wow! Hard to believe it is December 12th......and I know so many of you are like.....I have to rush here....rush there....what still needs to be finished....what....do I need to buy.....sell...fix...or whatever the case maybe. As for me....it means I only have 1 full week and before the week of Christmas.....HOLY MOLY......how can that be. The month has been hard.....yet, I have been able to endure.....the days....leading up to Christmas....however; that day maybe the hardest day to endure.....yet....I will find peace, joy, and happiness.....at my pace.


You know what is fascinating...is that I logged into my Instagram page last evening....and someone asked me, how are you doing....I said...I have been writing....they said....yes...I know...I enjoy reading your posts.....and then I told them of my new car purchase....they said....I am sure you will write on this as well....and thus the story last night.....it truly is amazing how GOD works in mysterious ways.....when you are down....the angel appears....and offers you hope....guidance...or just words of encouragement....in many forms....


I am changing....and evolving everyday....and sometimes you have let go of something...that means the world to you....to find peace.....happiness...joy....and or a different kind of love....everything happens for a reason....just not when we want it to happen...but on GOD's time frame....and he offers guidance on how to find the path....and or change the path we are on...brings people into our lives when they are needed....and will always remove them from our lives....sometimes he takes our loved ones to heaven...because he needed an angel of god, mercy...to watch over us....and guide us....from heaven above. I truly believe my angel was there with me yesterday....saying...."it's Ok Mom, you got this, your are courageous....you are so strong....and I am very proud of you"....yet...it was bitter sweet as well. The car salesman, his name was Mitch....was very understanding and patient....and super great at helping me to move things from the old to the new.....and he did not laugh at me when I hugged my girl goodbye.....he understood the gesture behind the hug.....and he allowed me to hug him for his generosity of kindness.....and then he drove her off....


I am proud of myself....because....I did not cry....though I was very emotional.....yet.....Paco...said....be strong......move on.....you got this......I am here.....never forget.....that I Love you Mom! So...the power, strength....and courage is coming back....and I will be fierce once again.....for this I must trust myself.


Well enough rambling today.....let me get moving....and finish....other life chores....and maybe take my new RIDE for spin. LOL! Much love and kindness to all that read...follow me....and enjoy....the ramblings of lady who is finding her way.....to live life once again!


till next time!

cher-

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